Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Summer Begins!

Sorry for the lack of posts lately! Just a quick update on life since being home.

Finals got done almost two weeks ago now. My parents came down that Friday and we managed (somehow!) to get all my stuff packed into the car and leave enough room for ourselves! It was a tight squeeze for sure. And once again I was reminded that I have way too much stuff! So one goal for this summer is to go through everything and clean it out. After getting everything packed in tight, my parents and I headed to Peoria for my cousin Joanna's wedding. And thus began the summer of weddings! We had a great time getting to see and spend time with family that we don't get to see all the time. Joanna and Matt's ceremony was beautiful, and I'm so glad to have been able to celebrate with them! I've been blessed with a big extended family that loves each other and more importantly loves God! It's always good to be with family.

After the wedding reception it was time to head back to Door County. Many hours in the car later, and I was home! Then began the task of unpacking, which I'll admit was a slower process than it should have been. I wanted to start the cleaning out process as I went, but there was so much to go through that I'm still not completely done...also probably because I get bored of working on it and typically fail at trying. :) Don't worry, someday it will happen. Someday...

The rest of my time home has been spent by doing some odd jobs, watching many episodes of Project Runway, and otherwise bumming! It's been too cold to do much outside, until today that is! Looking forward to getting some sun now for sure. Saturday my mom and I made a quick trip down to Zion for wedding #2 of the summer, and then headed over to Lake Geneva area for my cousin's graduation party. Again, it was great to see some friends and family that we don't see all the time. Julie and Jani are the last to graduate from the Finger clan. It's been fun to be able to celebrate several graduations between the Gregorniks and the Stewarts in the last several years.


We drove home that night making for a long day and a late night, but there's always a lot of stuff to do and it's hard to be gone for too long when we're just about to hit the busy season, which will (very) soon be upon us. Church on Sunday, and an 30th anniversary party for Rick and Joyce Johnson that night. I'm grateful for the influence these two wonderful people have had in my life for the past...I don't know how many years. I always feel welcomed from the moment I walk in to their home. They always make me feel like I'm just another part of their family! Monday was Memorial Day, which was spent (as per tradition) at a Fish Boil at the Weborgs. Love me a Door County fish boil! I also got to spend a little bit of time with my dear friends Jeni and Bonnie getting coffee at Brew Monday morning. So good to be able to catch up with these ladies for a bit! Today I spent the afternoon doing mulch for a camp neighbor. It was hard work, but I'm glad for the cash and a bit of sun I was able to get!

And that is life so far! Looking forward to wedding #3 this weekend!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Wo-ah! We're halfway there!

Before I begin this post, I would like to give a shout out to Joel Robinson and Jenny Suszek, because every time I hear the aforementioned song, I think of them. :)

But for real! I'm halfway done with college! Woo woo! I officially finished at approximately 2:15 this afternoon, after completing a strenuous exam (False. Not strenuous! Wonderfully short and easy, made better because of the open note option). Since then I've been packing up the room even though I'm not leaving till Friday. Now I get to spend a few days just hanging out in Greenville with my dear friends Jenny and B. And whomever else might find themselves still in Greenville. :) My parents are coming down Friday and it's off to my cousin Joanna's wedding on Saturday! Then it's SUMMER! So very excited.

Let me break down this school year for you quickly:
-Got to Greenville in August for soccer
-Played soccer, lots of soccer
-Started classes
-Spoke Spanish, lots of Spanish
-Played some more soccer
-Took a trip in November to California to hang with the bestie (and John!)
-Soccer team made it to Christian Nationals, first time ever!
-Finished up first semester, headed home for Christmas break for six weeks
-Spent a wonderful time at home, doing some work at camp and otherwise just bumming
-Headed back to school for second semester at the end of January
-Started classes again
-Spoke more Spanish
-Played soccer (indoor)
-Declared a second major (!)
-Changed my semester abroad plans, found a much more exciting and better option for me! (Guatemala here I come!)
-Spring Break! Turned 20!
-Back to classes
-Coached a team of four and five year olds in the beautiful game
-Played soccer again (back outdoors)
-Parents came down for a weekend, and to watch our outdoor tourny
-Played in said outdoor tourny in miserable weather
-Went on an epic camping trip over Easter
-Volunteered and got my worship on at AgapeFest
-Finished up my first coaching gig with a carnival to raise money for the girls going to Italy this summer
-Did tornado clean up with my soccer girls in STL, realized how blessed I am

End of the year stuff:
-Group project/presentation for Anthropology
-Group debate for Policies and Agencies
-Spanish Final (10 minute presentation)
-Paper for Marriage and Family
-Fine Arts Final online- 2 hours, worst test format ever
-Paper for Policies and Agencies
-Presentation for Tesol, including 6 interviews
-Finished up the year with a final for Anthropology
-Breathed a sigh of relief!

That was my year in a nutshell! Crazy that it's already halfway over. Also crazy that this year is already over! Seems like just yesterday Kayla and I were setting up the room. It was a great year, but I'm ready for what's next! Here's to the next two years! :)

Monday, May 2, 2011

Do we rejoice?

The question has been posed to me a couple of times now. How do we respond to the death of Osama bin Ladin? Do we rejoice? Should we rejoice?

Facebook is filled with cheers and parades and gloating as if the entire internet world was the one to have pulled the trigger. I do not know what I feel, what I should feel. As an American, shouldn't I be jubilant? That this man who has caused so much heartache in our country got what he deserved? Shouldn't I feel as if justice has been served? Shouldn't I feel safer, because this threat to our very existence has been taken out? I should. But I don't. I feel sadness.

Sad.
That I would even want to feel jubilant at a man's death. I don't know that we should ever rejoice at death, regardless of the life that was lived.

Sad.
Because I know where he is now. You may say he deserved it, and this is probably true. But I am not the judge. Thankfully so. And as hard as it is, I have to believe that God's offer of salvation really does extend to the worst of these. Shouldn't we mourn every time someone rejects his offer of salvation? It's not an idea I necessarily enjoy, or fully understand. Salvation for someone whose life was filled with so much evil? Doesn't seem to be right.
I've lived my whole life as a Christian. And you want to tell me that had he confessed with his mouth and believed in his heart that he would be in heaven with me someday? I deserve it. Don't I? Nay, friend. Nor I or he deserve salvation. But the offer extends to us both. I'm not saying he is in heaven. No, I do not think there were virgins and a land of paradise waiting for him. I think he found out that Hell is very real. But do I rejoice over this? Facebook seems to tell me I should. Many of my fellow Americans are.

My heart does not rejoice. I don't know if it should, but it does not.

Sad.
That there would be a life so evil I would even consider rejoicing over its ending. Be glad heart! A man is dead, and beginning an eternity of torment and being separate from God! Be Glad! No, heart. It does not feel right to even pretend to tell you to be glad. I do not rejoice. But he caused so much pain and suffering. He was truly evil. Mourn then, heart, not for a life lost to a bullet, but for a life lost somewhere along the way. For what must have happened in that life, for a mind to become so twisted and evil? That it could justify the heinous acts it committed? Mourn, for the broken life that would lead to so much death and destruction.
No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite. -Nelson Mandela
But why was it hate and not love that was taught? Love comes more naturally. Why wasn't it love? Why was this man so filled with hate? Where is a life lost along the way? And why was it not helped?


Safer. They say we should feel safer. Safer because of one man's death? In a world filled with violence, and evil, and hurting? Look around you. We live in a broken, twisted, evil world. You don't even have to look much beyond your front door to see pain and suffering and unspeakable violence. And one man's death will save us? I don't think I believe that. One man's death already saved us. Perhaps we are safer from the harm one man could cause. But there will be another. And we will grieve some other tragedy. Evil is in this world. It did not leave with the death of Bin Ladin. Some evil did, yes. But Satan is still fighting. He will find another foothold somewhere.
No, I do not feel safer. There is evil all around us. At no cause of Bin Ladin.

No, I do not rejoice. Heart, what do you feel then? Sadness. An incredible depth of sadness, for all the broken lives in our world. Grieve, heart. For all of them. For everyone who rejects His gift. For every broken heart, life, community. For a broken world.

Nay, I do not rejoice.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

An Easter Weekend Adventure!

Once upon a time, there were five beautiful girls who lived in Greenville. Early in the semester, these girls decided that a road trip was a must sometime before the end of the semester. As the semester progressed, these five girls turned the road trip into a camping trip to be had over Easter break. A fantastic idea to be sure. They planned, and arranged, and got ready for what was sure to be an exciting adventure. After weeks and weeks of waiting FINALLY the time arrived!
"Tennessee, here we come!" they shouted joyfully as they set off.

Thursday before Easter, they packed themselves as tightly as they could into the ever-reliable Eileen and off they went!
With TWO sources of navigation, the girls were sure not to get lost. Rachel B became the navigator for the first leg, and what a fine job she did.
The five girls were Tennessee bound. Nothing could possibly dampen their spirits (not even threats of a weekend filled with rain). Songs on their lips, pillows on their laps, and laughter filling their conversations, these girls from Greenville were more than ready for a weekend away. First stop on the way: the bustling city of Metropolis! And look who flew in for a visit!

Superman and Wonder Woman! Sent to Earth to save us all! So nice of them to stop for pictures too. After stretching their legs a bit, the girls piled back into Eileen. The next stop would be their hotel for the night in Kentucky. "Why would they not set up camp the first day?" you might ask yourself. But let's face it... Do you really see these girls setting up a tent as darkness quickly approaches? They didn't either. So it was a hotel for the night, and camping would start on Friday.
Turns out, a hotel with a pool and cable was the perfect way to start a relaxing weekend. Though, I think the girls were more excited about the cable. It's hard to tell though.

Thursday night came and went, and Friday morning soon arrived. After casually taking some plastic forks, knives, and spoons from the breakfast line (you can never have to much of these things) it was off to Tennessee. For real this time. The girls arrived at Land Between the Lakes Camp Ground to find the most beautiful view from their site they could have ever imagined, and even more amazing weather.
Then it was time to set up camp! The tent setting up went off without a hitch. They're basically professionals.
Here it is! What would be the girls' home for a few days at least. Pretty good job, don't you think?

A trip to Walmart later, and the girls had plenty of food to last a weekend. Plus enough Easter candy to keep their tummy's full for the entire trip. Two of the girls set off to buy some fire wood and ice, but quickly realized they should have brought the car. The wood was far too heavy to carry without. Luckily, a nice man gave them a ride on the back of his truck. It would have been a long walk otherwise! Here they are showing off their muscles.
Campfire and s'mores would conclude the evening. The five girls successfully built a fire, even though the wind tried hard to keep them from doing so. Let me add, these were not your typical s'mores, for these delicious creations were made with giant marshmallows and Nutella and love. ¡Que delicioso!
After much giggling, talking, reading out loud, and calling the park ranger on the noisy neighbors, the girls drifted off into dream world, snuggled tight in their sleeping bags.

They woke up Saturday morning to the still beautiful view, and the sounds of said noisy neighbors trying to get their jet ski to work (which they worked on all weekend, and only got going a few times). It was ok though, the combination of beautiful weather and beautiful view made up for the noisy neighbors. And they really weren't that bad, just kept music playing from their truck the whole time they were there.  That and the jet ski. The five girls spent the day cooking brats and hot dogs, basking in the sunlight, laying out on the beach and otherwise just enjoying the beautiful day God had blessed them with.
As the day progressed, the girls decided that for dinner they would try to find "The World's Biggest Fish Fry" that they had been seeing signs for, and hearing about on the radio. However, shortly before leaving a HUGE wind rose up and nearly took off with the tent and Rachel B in tow! Luckily, the girls were there to literally hold it down. Don't worry, Rachel B escaped alive and unhurt. Unfortunately, however, the rain flap was badly ripped. Nothing a little duct tape and a few more tent stakes can't fix, right? So the girls thought. A roll of duct tape, some rope and a few more tent stakes were purchased and the girls set off to fix their little home. The result was what Dubs would call "Ghetto fabulous." Macgyver would have been proud.
Feeling confident that their tent was as secured and fixed as it would ever be the girls headed out to eat some fish. After driving around for what seemed like hours (slight exaggeration...) they found the place. Much to their disappointment, the fish fry did not start until Wednesday, and no. They really didn't want to go to a demolition derby if there was not any fish there. It was extremely disappointing. The girls headed back to camp, and were delighted to find their tent still standing. They made dinner at the camp site, chatted around the fire for a bit, and then headed into the tent to snuggle and read some more. Easter church service in morning!

As these adventures go, things do not typically work out as planned. The girls were awakened several times throughout the night to storms, wind, lightning, and rain. Lots of rain. And their patch up job on the tent didn't last long. In the early morning, poor Jenny woke up soaking wet! The rain continued to get worse, and the amount of water inside of the tent continued to grow.
"We're taking on water!" the girls yelled (this may have been putting it lightly). There was, in fact, a lake in the tent. Not exactly good for sleeping. Unless you are a duck. Which the girls were not.

When it came time to head to church, the rain had still not abated. So the girls decided to stay in the tent, with the hope that the rain would let up so they could try to refix the tent. After a call to Rachel Irwin's mom, their hopes of the storm clearing out were dashed and the five girls had to make a decision. Stay through as planned and deal with being wet? Or make a dash for it and head out a day early. Had the tent not been broken, I'm sure they would have stuck out the coming storms, but since they weren't overly enjoying sitting in a lake whilst in their tent, the girls made the decision to head home. A quick break in the storms gave the girls enough time to pack Eileen with all their wet things. And let me tell you, their things were soaked. They piled everything on the picnic table, rolled up the tent, and shoved it all back in Eileen. Just as they were getting into the car, the heavens opened up and it began pouring once more.
Several hours, and one McDonald's stop later the girls were back in Greenville. It wasn't quite the adventure they had planned on, but it was an adventure nonetheless. They made memories to last a lifetime and can't wait for the next time when they can tackle the Great Outdoors again! And that, my friends, was an Easter Weekend Adventure! So until next time...

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Afterall, He's not a tame lion...

Wrong will be right, when Aslan comes in sight,
At the sound of His roar, sorrows will be no more,
When He bares His teeth, winter meets his death,
And when He shakes His mane, we shall have spring again.
-The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, C.S. Lewis


He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.
Revelation 21:4

Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One: I was dead, and behold I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.
Revelation 1:17-18


Death has been swallowed up in victory. Where, O death is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.
1 Corinthians 15:55-57


Look to my coming on the first light of the fifth day, at dawn look to the East.
Gandalf, Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers


I saw heaven standing open and there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True. With justice he judges and makes war. His eyes are like blazing fire, and on his head are many crowns. He has a name written on him that no one knows but he himself. He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is the Word of God. The armies of heaven were following him, riding on white horses and dressed in fine linen, white and clean. Out of his mouth comes a sharp sword with which to strike down the nations. He will rule them with an iron scepter. He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty. On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written:
KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS
Revelation 19:11-16

"Please, Aslan," said Lucy, "What do you call soon?"
"I call all times soon," said Aslan.

Yes, I am coming soon.
Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.
Revelation 22:20

Death could not hold him down. He has triumphed over the grave. And one day, He will return, and spring will come again. Oh what a glorious day that will be!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The mind of a five year old...

This spring I've been coaching a soccer team made of 11 four and five year olds, and let me tell you, they have quite the imaginations! It's a challenge to keep them all interested in what I'm saying and what we're doing, but we're all (the other girls on my college team each have their own team as well) having so much fun with our itty bitties, though I'm not sure how much soccer we're actually learning. :) When I get back to my room after coaching, I try to remember some of the high quality statements they make at a given practice/game session. Like I said, quite the imaginations. So I've written down some of my favorites, and am now sharing them with you! I'll add more later as they occur so be sure to check back later in the spring! We're about half way through the season now, and I expect there will be MANY more funny things my kids will have said as we finish out. So enjoy these ones for now!

-Rachel: Who can tell me one thing we learned on Monday?
Kids: NO PICKING THE GRASS!!!!!!!!!
Rachel: ....yes....we did discuss this.
*disclaimer. I did not tell them they could not pick the grass. They brought it up. I merely enforced it after it was brought up.


-Gavin: Mom! How many did I score??
Gavin's Mom: Three! One for us and two for the other team!
*we don't actually keep score. Which is good. Because they usually don't score on the right goal. It's a work in progress.


-Kids: Are we done yet??
Rachel: Um no. It's halftime...sorry.

-I can go 500 fast in these shoes!...I can go 5 million fast...I can... (you get the idea, and yes, they do phrase it just like this. 500 fast.)


-Nico: My mom is 40 now. Her birthday was last month. Before Trent and Tanner's. They're twins.
*I'm sure her mom was thrilled that Nico told me several times her mom is now 40.


-Boy: You know, we have to wait for my birthday. Because it's February 15th!
Rachel: Wow! You do have to wait for your birthday!

-Rachel: Audrey, why are you crying?
Audrey: I'm not crying. I just have some tears that wanted to get out.
*I understand, Audrey. I understand completely.


-Gavin: What's this? (Pointing to the bottom of his shoe...in the middle of a game.)
Rachel: It's a Puma.
Gavin: What's a Puma?
Rachel: It's a cat. A big cat.
Audrey: No. It's a tiger.
*this is the second time we've discussed the bottom of our cleats. The first time involved me describing the different brand symbols we find on our cleats. It also involved explaining what the pokey parts of are cleats are. As in...the cleats. Rachel B was told that the cleat part keeps our shoes clean, because it keeps them up off the mud.


-Trent: I got new shoes at home. Not soccer shoes though. Just shoes.

-Audrey: I think I must have earrings in. I can feel circles.
*she doesn't have her ears pierced.


-Gavin: Why do you have short pants on?
*I was wearing shorts. The same as all my kids. You just can't tell on them because their shorts come down to their cleats.


-Grady: What's this? (Pointing to the Kingsbury Park District on his shirt)
Rachel: That's for the Park District.
Grady: Why's it there?
Rachel: ....So we know where you play?

-Rachel: Ava, do you want to come play now?
Ava: No. I have to balance.
*balancing means walking along the sideline without falling off.


-Gavin: C'mon man!!
*while nearly tackling Trent to the ground


-Carolyn: Nico, what kind of gatorade is your favorite?
Nico: Yemon Yime.

That's all I've got for now. But like I said, we're only half way through! So be sure to check back. As I get to know my kids better, I'm enjoying so much seeing their different personalities come out. They are all so stinking cute! And I'm having so much fun being their coach, teaching them (hopefully!) a little bit of the game I love, and hearing the wonderful things they say. The mind of a four or five year old is a beautiful thing. They aren't afraid to say exactly what is on their mind. They aren't afraid of what anyone thinks. They just say and do whatever it is they want. True, this does cause problems when I have to constantly remind them to get out of the puddle, or that we can't play on the playground till later. But they don't let fear of what someone else will say or think keep them back from just... being. I love it! And I don't even mind having to keep reminding them of things when I see how excited they get every time they score a goal, even if it was for the other team. ;)

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Sometimes, I just love the weekend!

This was one of those weekends that was just fun and wonderful and relaxing! There should be more weekends just like this one.

Friday-
After classes and soccer, I hung out with my girlies. We made egg rolls (from scratch!) and did not burn any this time. The first time we made egg rolls, we burnt one and set the fire alarm off. However, this time they were completely successful. Then we watched some episodes of Glee and stayed up late just laughing and talking and having fun.

Saturday-
Slept in. Well, somewhat. I'm not very good at sleeping in. Never have been. Got up only to realize our bathroom ceiling was pouring on us...never a good sign. Luckily maintenance came and took care of it relatively quickly. Went out to the baseball game, in shorts! The weather was perfect this weekend! Unfortunately, the Panthers lost by one at the end. But it felt so good to be out in the warmth! Oh sunshine, how I've missed you! Went with Jenny and Annie to Dairy Queen for pre-dinner. Then we had a bonfire in the gullies to celebrate Rach's birthday. Roasted hot dogs over the fire, then sat and talked until long after the stars came out. Headed back to tower and watched Robin Hood, Men in Tights. "Hey Blinken!" "Did you say Abe Lincoln?" Ah, I love that movie. And that was Saturday. As Saturdays should be. :)

Sunday-
Spanish church and regular church at FM. Enjoyed getting to worship in Spanish and English, and was grateful for the reminders from both services. Lunch in the DC with the girls. Long nap. Felt so good! Got up, did a bit of homework. Put on some shorts, because it's currently 81 degrees. Though with the wind it feels colder. And now I'm about to go for a walk with my friend Jenny! I love me some spring time, that's for sure! No plans for the rest of the evening, though unfortunately it will probably include some homeworks. We'll see...

And that is how a weekend should be. Relaxing, warmth, spending time with good friends, a touch of excitement (that would be the bathroom deciding to rain on us...), and some great worship. Looking at my calendar for the next several weekends, I'm not sure that I'll have a free weekend for a while. I'm grateful for this time to just relax and have fun with my friends (I'm sure I'll still have fun even though I'll be busy the next few weekends!). Sometimes, I just love the weekend!